Kiwi is me!

Yesterday when i went to the client’s place, feel a little affected ba. They are gg through some kind of restructuring and alot of ppl have left.

Though leaving is depressing in this kinda economy but i can feel that ppl who are still around wouldnt feel much better. I saw this scene just now in the office where this man bid his colleagues goodbye in 3 consecutive weeks. He changes from a big room to small room, sending them off one by one, he seems to feel quite helpless about the situation. I understand because i been through this just this year and i detest the tot about gg back to the same office but with different colleagues. Maybe my feelings are more extreme ba, but anyway i got through it because i realise being angry at something that could not change the reality is pretty dumb. And human needs to adapt to changes. This is the reality this is the real world.

But still evrtime i heard of retrenchment, even if it happens in other companies, i feel depressed. Initially i tot its because of my own experience, it still matters more or less but i guess the main reason is because I’m still not ready to face the fact that i still do not possess the strength to keep up with the deteriorating economy and upcoming competition. If one day i leave my company, how confident am i to say dat i can survive? I really dono. Its not dat my company is really dat great though.  现实是残酷的，我不想面对。。

ANyway tml gg to have bbq with the old team. Yea, at least something to look forward during the weekend. Some couldnt make it but at least most did. Anyway I’m finally gg to utilize my swimsuit le. But still feel a little shy. See how it goes ba. May this swimsuit not fated to be wear. Or mayb i shd just save it to my next Taiwan trip when i finally can go hot spring. Ahaha..

Shall update soon.

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