Kiwi is me!

Recently i re read the blog post thati have written in year 2005, and a mixture of emotions start floating out. It sounds so oldies to be recapping what happen in the past, but i guess occassionally lookingback to the history will show clearly wat has changed.

I miss my poly life. The kind of life that whereby our worries are mostly short term(abt sch and tonkichi). Unlike now, no matter studies or work,i need to consider for long term. Not only for myself but for my family too. If ony i can reset my mindset to the time when i’m in tonkichi or RMG, mayb i’m a happier person now? Remember that time i can say and do watever i want, i can show face to the kiasi uncle without needing to worry i lose my job because i don care. Not dat i wanna show my mgr face now, just dat i know if 1 day i’m unhappy with him, i wouldnt dare to too.

I also miss the days where we will always take note of 5566 schedule and queue for the whole days. Or chatting about Sammi’s latest movies and songs. I tink my greatest interest in life in abt idols, thats y i’m v thankful to be able to meet with this bunch of frens who share the same passion as me. Its also because of their company that in my life, i would at least have done things that are crazy in most ppl’s eyes.Hahah..

Ever since i started the new project, i will have seen through a fact, colleagues are just colleagues. Though we will still help each other in terms of work, but that is only when nothing happens. When evrone has a  dateline to meet, good luck. I have experience it in my first month, dats why mayb i become a more selfish person? I don’t know. To friends i hope i haven change ba. I tink i’m losing myself.Cause i also know i owe my results to some of my frens who help me along the 7yrs education frm secondary to Poly.

Anyway if any yr 3 classmates who took bus 74 together and are reading this blog, do u still remember “David”? The imaginary fren from Qiulin who nv fails to freak Oli out. Hahaha.. I remember E 1st time i stepped into our 3rd year class, i don’t really like it cos it. And wat changes my impression of this class is when i start taking bus with some of them. Alot of nonsenses along the way, and we were always tryng to emphasize we are from SP. oopppss… It makes my 3rd year less miserable than expected ba i guess. Soemtimes life is wierd. Just a little simple thing can link different ppl together.

Pretty thankful that i have this blog which helps me to contain the memories that might have faded over the times. Its a pity that i did not start earlier. Friends who have blog, if you have some free time, or if u feel that u r feeling confused in ur current situation, you can try reading the blogs that u have written during ur school time to find back back the innocent faith which u have once believe. Be it friends, love or families.

Enjoy ur Sunday.