Kiwi is me!

Getting kinda stress up in work recently. OR maybe its not just recently, i dono.. I tried very hard to convince myself and others that i can take all stress and solved all problems at work. I hope that ppl can see me in equality with my the other colleague. But i guess all these just make me tired mentally.

I’m rather take high volume of work which is less brain intensive then low volume of brain intensive work. Funny that i have choose an "all brain job". I hate it when i need to draft email to rebuke unreasonable vendors and staffs.. Because i know in the end it will still be ppl who are good in their language who wins the battle. And i’m kiasi to be firm on my stand. I really dono how to be tactful and straightfoward at the same!!!

SOmetimes life is so ironic. This is the period of time whereby by right i should be enjoying my work. In fact me too tot that i should be less stressful afterall all will end in june. But it doesn’t seems so. MAybe its my character. Headstrong and don’t noe when to let go..

Today i have a little disagreement with a colleague over work. Not too severe, just a conflict on our point of view. Though i know that most of the time she meant well, but its just hard for me to accept her point of view. Anyway in e end i still follow her way even if i still feel likewise. No principle I know.. AFterall she is far more experienced than me, i guess she should be correct.

BY right i should be sleeping now, but on the other hand, i’m afraid that the night will just pass like that and i need to go to work in the morning again.. Yes, i’m avoiding reality.. There is this email that i need to draft to "shoot" back at a vendor which i really dono how should i go about it.

p.s. I really missed composing sentences with "I" instead of "we". Hope tomorrow will be a better day for us.