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Update of blog again. Alot must be puzzled by my more frequent updates ba. Ahaha.. Anyway decides to blog becos happen to reach home n find that my bro isnt at home.. Hehehe…

Anyway last sat was my last lesson with my piano teacher. Hhmmm… Was kinda surprise cause she is suppose to end in another month’s time. From her conversation on the phone, I figure that the school just end her contract suddenly? Not too sure.. But e school just called up today to says that she has end her contract earlier due to health concerns. If my speculation is correct, that’s a lie. Haa.. Kinda sad at the same time cos it was sudden and i din even have time to prepare farewell gift.

Another reason why I have the urge to blog today. I have a question to ask. Am I a bully??? Please answer honestly.. (P.S Meizhen is exempted from this question.) I do agree sometimes i do get kinda out of hand when it comes to disturbing people. I never expected someone would says dat she is afraid of me. Mayb I’m just too naive tinking that if i’m only playing, its ok.. LOL.. Be it she may be just joking or really mean it, i guess there is still a need for me to do some self reflection. Gotta start behaving like a 23rd yr old working adult. But i feel old.. Irony and contradiction. Haiz.. Time to dig out my Buddha sutra for some enlightenment. Hehehe..

Shall end it here.

Hey,

Fast update this time ya? Heez…

Anyway first of all, to evrone who has tried contacting me or sms me since fri till now, sorry ah, most prob wont be able to reply until tomorrow. Reason being, i guess no need to say out rite? HAhaha…

Back to my subject, hmmm… Recently seems to be buying quite alot of farewell gifts. I’m going to prepare another one soon. For my piano teacher. She is going to teach me till end of Aug then will leave. Honestly, though I always have tonnes of complaints for her, smses in class, late for class, eat in class etc, I still feel kinda sad when she told me she is leaving. Afterall we have been seeing each other every sunday for the past one yr plus, and sometimes her Ah Lian’s style is quite interesting too. Haiz…

I guess I’m just that kinda person who does not like to have changes. But ironically, even if I don change, people and things of my surrounding  are changing constantly. So I guess the only thing I hatta do now is to get used to changes and move on. Therefore, I’m going to start looking for new teacher again. Oh ya, any lobang for 2nd hand piano??

A little update on my life. Found any part time job. Hahaha.. Don earn much, in fact Jiao thinks that I’m just having a breakeven. Heez.. For experience I guess. Hao le, going to watch TV le.

Before I end, "HAPPY 2*th BIRTHDAY AH BU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" (<—-1day advance)

Hi All..

Have been wanting to update my blog for some time but was kinda lazy, finally wait till tonite wen I have feel. Haha.. Might be a lengthy one though.

First of all, ppl who stay in touch with me often would have already my best news of the year. I manage to get a ticket to watch Sammi’s concert in HK. Its sure a risky trip cos i only manage to buy the ticket on the actual day of the concert itself. Phew.. The credit has to go to a helpful fan of Sammi. Its really a concert that couldnt be missed, esp for a Sammi fan. Its signifies a comeback for our diva, and she sure has made it big. 8 concerts in a row, all fully booked.

Honestly, immediately after she appear on stage and sing her first song, I have an urge to cry. Cry becos not only she is back to the stage, she is even better den b4. Her charisma and her skills, its really a great comeback for her. Her performance has definately made me fall deeper in love for her. Well done Sammi!!

Next, I have just turn another yr older this june. Haiz.. Looking back at my 22nd yr, achieve nothing much again this yr. Hope 23rd my direction is really set n start to work towards it. Anyway, muz take this chance to thank all my frens and colleagues for all the presents and bday treats. I like them all.

Yesterday I happen to listen an inspiring song that i used to like it alot. Its by Cai Chun Jia "梦在手里", means pursueing your dreams. It suddenly dawn upon me that after 2 yrs of working, i started to stop dreaming. If its few yrs back some1 ask me wats my dream, my answer is definately be either Sammi’s manager or her PA or anything to do with her. But now, it seems like I have lost passion about idols. Its kinda scary at the tot of it cos it used to be something that i’m crazy abt, but nw, i can actually do without it. I don like it at all. Lim Wei Qi shd be someone who will go bonkers when anyone mention abt her idols isnt it? My favourite past time shd still be surfing forums and dl their songs n mtv isnt it? Is it still possible to gain back that kinda energy n passion like i’m stil studying?

For now, there is no more dreams, but only goals. A very simple wish, to be able to take up the responsibility of my hsehold income soon n allow my parents to retire. Hence I hatta force myself to upgrade to make it happen.

Today is the last day of work for the little monkey. Went to Paris for buffet den follow by a KTV session. Though long long time ago already knows that this day will arrive one day, but still feel kinda loss ba.. After all, for the past 6 months, e 3 monkeys have been gg to toilet together, practising songs, been thru lots of nonsense together, short of one, work will feels wierd i guess cos no one will walk over to our work area and say "hey frens, toilet~~~~". Hahaha.. Just wanna say, "Rachel Lee, don worry, u’ re definately irreplacible in the 3"M" Corporation!!" Good luck k? Hope u find a job dat u like. 天下无不散之宴席, don feel too sad/guilty too. We will definately include u in our future gathering de.

Shall end here, gg to zzzzzz…..