Kiwi is me!

Hihi..

The above 4 chinese words actually describe totally my feeling for the whole day since i read my 1st sms for the day..

SOme of u already noe that I’m planning to watch Sammi’s concert at Hk ba? AIr tix n hotel has been settled, except for the concert tix. Today my 1st sms told me there might b a possibility that I couldnt get the concert. Can anyone actually uds my disappointment? Haiz.. WOrst thing is when i tried to book online, i realise ALL the seats are fully booked!! Even the wheel chair area!! THis is the time when I really hope Sammi can be a little less popular so dat i could buy the tix. But of cos I’m really happy for her to have a great comeback. ALL 8 shows are fully booked, my diva is ready to shake the world with her performance again.

ANyway, my cousins r still trying to help me get the tix. PLease all help me to pray that I can get k? My irritating bro wants to use the com now. N obviously he is throwing a tantrum outside cos my dad ask me to let him use. FIne! Heez..

Yoz!!!

Haven been blogging for the past 5 months, guess most of my fren has already abandoned here le ba. And if you all thinks that i haven been blogging becos life has been good, den i guess u are very wrong! Life has been suay to the core.

Abt 2months ago I reached the peak of my suayness. Sick for 2 weeks, walked past a stationery motorbike and gt burnt by the exhaust pipe. Even work also will accidentally knock myself. Then just as I tot my luck has changed for the better, recently some things happened at work. Haiz.. Very tricky.. I’m partly to be blamed hence I hatta accept watever stress and anxiety that has occur due to these issues.

Yst nite till now, I have been pondering on another issue. Nt abt work. I just find life ironic. I don understand why sometimes when I tried to be kind and empathy to someone, but it somehows turns to hurt someone more. To me, not all things have to be spoken out, i just din want to cause any further confusion. It just not me to speak of my mind. Haiz.. Once again, I began to suspect wat kind of person am I? Wat kind of fren am I?

Its always so hard to try to blog out my emotions while trying  nt to reveal wats gg on.. The me now feels like a can of coke that has just been shake vigorously waitin to *explode*.

I guess I will stop here le..  Becos I guess no one will uds wat am I trying to say here ba. Too abstract le. Mayb 5 yrs ltr wen I look back, I wil have aso forget wat am i gg thru now.

Anyway I just wanna tell evrone who reads my blog

"I AM VERY STRESSED"!!!