Kiwi is me!

Hey!!!!!! Haha.. U all noe, i feel dat yr2005 is defInately mY sTaRry Year!!! After i hav saw Sammi CHeng a few Mths ago, i juz gotta see ah sa tooo last fri.. Of cos if is juz those normal see her on stAge i wont be so eXcited.. Hee.. Get to c her more closer.

Last fri was her movie premier at JE.. B4 that there was a function, but by the time i reached she has already left, so i decided to wait for her to come back to e premier.. Me n Shuyan waited for her for abt 2 hrs, n i nearly drove Shuyan crazy.. Haha..So anyway while standin outside e possible entrance where she might be gg in from, we notice this van which has pass by us twice. OMG, its her Van.. I actualli didnt realise until i saw her alight.. How stuPId..

Anyway, lucki dat nite onli me n shuyan was waiting there, so i guess shd b able to catch some attention ba;.. OOps.. Can c her v clearly as she walk past me.. SHe is aso very white, but looks tired, Netherless, pretty,.. Really, its as wat we c in the pictures n movie.. Kawaii neh… Hahha..

Of cos we waited for her to come out too.. N, exciting things happen, she helps shuyan to SIGN HER HK CONCERT TIX!!!!! So xingfu rite??? Oh.. We were so happy dat we were jumpin in excitement after she left.. hahahA… Really Gan Ren leh… N as for me, i manage to encourage her to jia you on her concert, n she gv me a smile.. HHmm.. She realli looks tired.. E usual Bubbly her don seems to b there.. Hope she is feeling better now le ba..

Last wk was a rather eventful wk, n a money spendin wk… Apt fr seeing ah sa, i hav attend bday parties and wedding over e wkend.. Really tight schedule..

Last fri after e premier, i went to marina south to meet e VB gals to eat, den chit chat at woodlands till 3 plus.. Den in e morning hatta wake up n prepare to go Elaine’s church wedding.. After dat i went home to tak a short nap den go to those guys house to celebrate jing’s bday until 3plus den go home.. SHag.. Den nx dat hatta wake up even earlier to meet Vb gals to play beach volleyball at sentosa, den go Elaine’s wedding dinner.. Den finally my pace can slowly regain back my normal life..

WOrk nowadays hav slowly to pick up someth le..Erm. Lesser lk gardener le ba.. More admin job.. Erm.. Got one coleague left le.. I was quite badly affected by this incident la,. Cos i onli joined here for 3 weeks, n somemore i witnesss e whole thing.. I really dono how shd i react.. In fact at e moment of time i aso tink mayb i wont work long le ba.. If they r gg to eliminate e weakest link, den i’m e nx useless bum there le.. Haiz..

Actualli e colleagues there are all quite nice de. Mayb wen comes to work evrth tend to be different le ba.. Today we hav a pre pre x’mas lunch.. Was a v happy lunch.. I had always dream abt eatin lunch with a group of colleagues, den can gosssips n joke ard… Finally i can experience this for one day le.. Evrone has their gd share of laugh.. Hee.. but they do get quite A sometimes.. =_=;

DEn today i went to ikea to buy bowls for our restaurant Vanilla Pod.. N, i really tink i’m super shitty bad luCk de…  got sooooo many bowls there hor, pian pian e one i wanna buy is sold out.. Den ltr bought something else which i was really afraid i hav bought wrongly.., n WOrst of all, i forgot abt e diff in price.. N surprisingly, elaine didnt scold much on it.. I was actualli quite touch.. But at e same time was aso calculating how much loses hav i brought to SOPL this 3 wks.. HAHa…

Hao lah, dats all update..Hva a bad news, i hatta work on christmas eve leh. N, tis christmas i wont b workin at tonkichi.. Gd news or bad new? Shd b gd.. Ooops.s.

Merry ChrIstmas!!!!

Hihi..

Most of my fren would hav noe i hav started workin in e orchid garden ba.. Hhmmm… After a wk of work, well, as wat i hav expected, its a tiring (hatta climb hills evrday),exciting(hatta work thru those bushes dat hav so many hungry insects waitin for their prey), dangerous(cos heard dat there is snake), interestin n stress.

Evrday i hav loads n loads of things happenin dat i wil tell me dada on our way home… Lk yst i hatta cut some leaves from this ulu place dat i really afraid got snakes.. aHaha.. In e end, snakes don hav, but ants got alot!!! So malu to be bite by ants lor.. But i got bite a couple of times.. Haiz.. Interesting isnt it?

Actualli hatta walk ard e garden, stay in e hot sun its quite ok la, but i feel quite lost bcos until now i still haven done anythin dat makes me feel lk a events coordinator.. I really feel more lk a gardener le.. Mayb its still not e time yet ba, mayb she juz noe dat i cant do it ba.. Yes, i agree, i feel such a loser, such a lousy worker.. I’m slow, n i’m blur.. Facing e capable her always make me feel kinda inferior.. Wenever they r rushin things, i juz dono how i can help.. Even if help, aso will make some stupid blunders.. i’m really wonderin wat has happen to me.. I mean at least i don feel useless at tonkichi.. Its all e same, usin hands to work, y i juz cant do a perfect work..

E feelin dat i once had in RMG is accumulatin in me all over again.. Forever outside of situation, feels lk with or without me is actually no difference at all.. Really.. Not at all.. Haiz..Wonder wen can i really stand alone on myself and able to hold responsibilities..But mayb b4 dat, i hatta gather myself first, tink of wat i wan n find my position in the world ba…

Don they alway say "tian shen wo cai bi you yong".. Can i believe in this saying?