Kiwi is me!

Hey.. TonIte is My last day At tonKichi le!!!!!!! Most of e Pple was so Shock to hear dat me, actuallli bear to leave this place.. E place dat i once treat it as my second home. E place where i  treat evrone as my families members. E place where i always put it as my 1st prioity in alot of matters. E place where i used tp enjoy evr workin experience even though it was busy n my foot really hurts. E place where i don even realise that i would leave one day.

But too bad all e impossible n possibles hav happen. I’m not gg to be spendin almost evrnite at Tonkichi esp weekends0. Not able to gossips ard. Wont b seein those regular customers again. cant b angry with customers who has umpteens of request. Need not b worried abt breakin things.

Haiz.. I dono if i will regret this decision but somehow i guess i hatta leave one day isnt it? N i’m really too attached  to it le.. Many ppl tot dat i wanna leave bcos 2 of my colleagues left, not really true.. Alot of factors had added up to change e  whole feelin of tonkichi. I saw too much reality here.. Mostly negative one.. I saw office politics.. I saw fake ppl.. I saw liars.. I saw real losers there.. Saw ppl who seems to appears to be so gd but come on, at e end of e day isnt he juz someone who is so kiasi dat he hatta pull ppl down..

So congrats me dat i’ve no longer need to face all these ppl le.. N most importantly, i no need to face n pretend things dat i really really don wanna c… Anyway i will be startin a phase of my life le.. I’ll be throwin evrth behind n return to e original world dat i’m in.. Juz treat all e bad things that happen r juz a nitemare ba.. Once i wake, it will b another day again. (",)

Hope jing, qin n wendi wont hate me for leavin u all n cause u all to work so much days instead.. Tak care k? Tonkichi still needs u all.. Hee…

can anyOne tell me y dO i hav suCh irritatin, arrogant, sElfish, aNnoYing bRo?????? AAArrrrgggg!!!!! If he is a tool to Test My pAtiEnce, yea he Did it.. If there is a mUrderin method that i dont need to pAY with my Life, i will use it..

Dono issit my anGer has been bottled up for tooo lOng le, this time i really cAnt tak it anymore.. So wat if his stUdies were gOOd? He sUcks as a huMan.. Y do he hatta appear in my lIfe in e 1st place???? I sincerely reGret dat 16yrs ago i ask mY mum to Gv me a bRo.. I got a devIl inStead!!

All this anGer originated from internet.. Me, his sis, e subscriber of e inTernet, Y in e hell to i hatta plea him to lEt me uSe.. AARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!! Its haPPens evrtime.. I’m really siCk of it.. So issit dat i onli can use wen he is not usin? N mind all of u, he uses all day long while i onli use once in a blue moon… Hope his eyes popped out from facin e screen too long O_o

This time, i’m really determine to b independent and get out of this uneQual fAmilY.. Bcos This arrogant bRat is e rEsult of my mum Biaseness..

This few days i hav been tinkin mayb Mayb i shdnt stay too nice to ppl.. I shdnt help ppl all e time tinkin dat we r frens which at e end of e day, its more lk me "yi xiang qing yuan" tinkin. After helpin em so many times, askin for one help back seems so hard to em.. i shdnt leave face for ppl wen we r havin disagreement.. Some ppl doesnt listen to others prob, instead they will make u feel worse wen u r down.

I reallly hope to stay clear away from this kinda ppl.. But is escapin e best way? If its really  e best way i hope to stArt my lIfe all over again, deletin away all my past memories..

Tinkin back in e old days wen i hav this teammate who don use to believe in frenship. After convincin her dat it does exist, i’m startin to doubt dat myself now..   At least she still do hav a strong kinship, but i hav nothing…Hahaha…