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Hey hEy,

After 4 verbal resignation and 2 resignation letter, i finally officially leave rmg travel, n away fr this troublesome industry.. Hhmmm.. Sounds as if i hated e job? Actualli was ok lah. n e colleagues were very nice.. Esp my mgr vincent.. During my last few days of work he is still treatin me as gd as b4.. But my health isnt realli gd, so i decided to rest. N another reason is rather sily. Better nt say it here..

Anyway thurs is my last day.. Vincent is gving me lots of personal advice, n i’m grateful for all that.. Den finally the moment wen he told me ok, u can call it a day. I thank you for all the help that you hav help my team.. I wish u all e best.. Haiz.. N wen u saw the expression that eileen gave wen she say "ni yao zhou le ah’? i almost cried.. I suddenly feel so stupid for gvin up such a great grp, hav e urge to say that i don wanna leave le.. but somehow no sound came out from my mouth.. I guess its bcause  i was tryin to control my emotion so as nt to cry in front of them.. After thankin n gd bye, i walk straight to the door without turnin back my head once.. E moment is step out of e door, tears started to fall..Most of my frens supported my decision, n quite a few feel tat i shd stay till i found a job,.. Well anyway, decision has been made, i hope its worth…

Nx wed wil b one of my tonkichi colleague Aunice last day le… ! mth seems to pass so fast… Untill now i stil couldnt accept the fact that in e futr i cant see her during my work le.. No one will save a coffee jelly specially for me, listen to my complaints, help me wenever i nd help lk dig ice cream n do those wierd sake.. No one else who can notice i’m nt feelin well n naggin me to c a doc.. No one to call me wei wei and .. No one to tell me wat i shd do n dont.. She treat me juz lk her own sis.. *shit, crying again* Mayb i shd tink for her n let her leave happily ba..

Recently gettin a bit depression.. Cry v easily.. ahaha… Hao lah, slp le.. Nitez evrone..

hEy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Did anYone wEnt to e YiShun nDp?? Its was so exciting!!.. I guess i noe yppl like to tak part in it evr yr at e stadium Le.. Hee..

But i hav to admit dat i wasnt there bcos its national day.. As wat i told shuyan, i was there to c TWINS!!! n shun bian watch e other performance.. Hee… TWins was schedule to b out at 830, as their fans cum kiasu singaporean, me n shuyan reached at e field to wait under the blazing sun.. N mind its real Blazing Hot… N bcos we don hav e tix, we can onli seat at e railin woth doesnt matter at all cos shuyan was entertainin me with her cds, while i tryin v hard to endure e stupid heat..

We was nt entertained at all by e celebration until 3 jet fighter fly across us, follow by some wierd flyin objects den e most beautiful fireworks dat even catch my breath.. e commence of e fireworks aso means that i’m nearer n nearer to e appearance of twins.Woohoo…

B4 twins appear, there was a short break.. At 1st we tot we wil b stuck here durin e performances, but who noes shuyan become e 1st to climb over e railin n rush to e front, n me followed too.. COol.. E last time i climb e railin was wen i went t e airport to fetch 5566..Ahaha..

After we rush to e front, i asked SY to go nearer to e front of e stage wil i stay at e side, near e staircase.. Once they appeared, i was e 1st over e area to shout "AH SA"!! ahaha.. PPl was me was stunned for a while den shout together with me.. I guess mayb is bcos e ppl ard me keep shout ba, ah sa keep comin to out side, wave n doing some hand actions with their song "xing guang you le yuan".. For a moment or so i tot she is wavin at me bcos i was wavin my hands n singin with her all e while.. Hee.. I v AA leh.. But all is worth it. AT least ah sa notice e fans at side stage, unlike ah gil.. disappointing..

AFter they finish their performances, i ran to e place where they parked their car.. I wanna wait for em to come out but i failed.. Den i moved to more front where ppl r screamin for nicholas tse.. I couldnt realli c him lah in real person.. So

While waaitin for him to go up to stage, i notice that e car infront of me has some movement,, I gasp  a breath n suspect that its twins.. There r 2 shadows insides. One juz sit there n doesnt move, while e other one keep movin n was contantly doing e "love" hand signal.. I dono issit em, but i was reall excited to c it n was doin back e sign.. Den i try to use my flashlight to wave at em.. HAO HIGH AH!!!

After Nicholas finish his performance, he jumped into e car n went off.. N i cant help but to chase after e car. Even noe i still dono y.. Its someth dat i long time nv do le.. i ran across e field, n wen i finally catched up with e car, i didnt noe wat to do at al… Den i juz stood there n waved gdbye to e car.. I wonder if tehy hav seen me.. HAha..

Oh ya, yst nicholas was damn SHuai!! He combed his hair neatly, n was wearin white shirt n pants.. "wHite horse prince" styLe. Melted so many gals hearts.. n e whole field was shoutin n singin with him.. Its reall touchin de… N wen he went down to shake hands with e audience, evrone was inmense in e high atmosphere already..

Though i cant really c him but i’m contented palyin with e shadow with e car le.. Hee..

For most of the people who dont noe, i jUz have a quite bAd fall On laSt sunday.. It  hit directly on MY head, which leads to x ray, giddiness, fever, nauseous n MC for 2 days.. It was a careless fall which was my own neglience. But yet this fall has causes a little stir in TonkIchi till toDay.

N it started like this.. Immediately after i fell, i heard qin’s astonished sounds, her anxious hug and another cold vOice behind her, saying some "feng ci" words.. Will anyone said to someone who has hit her head hardly on e floor, "ni kan lah, xie zhi bu chuan hao hao, die dao le lah. Gen ni jiang ni you bu ting, n nag so on n so for.. N pls let me emphasize that his tOne does nt shown e least concern at all. Instead i heard his "xing zai le huo".. At e  moment of tiem i really feeel that he does nt fit to b suPervisoR at.. Not onLy hE cANt woRk, he dont even noe how to act what his post shd do.. N his nAggin continue all e way until i left ton..

Den qin, jing n sen bring me to yishun on a cabn to c a doc.. I’m really grateful for concern cos i was cryin like hell to b so hurt by e Jerk’s words… Den after seein e doc, i get my dad to bring me to ttsh to do x ray.. On my way there i send em a sms to explain y am i crying, n this sms somehow gt expose to karen san.

KS sms while i’m at e hospital, i was shock by how does she noe, but aso actualli agar noe who told her ba.. Was quite grateful to e person cos on monday, i hav been recving continous sms and calls.. Well, i muz agreed that all these calls n sms let me feel more consoled ba.. But all along wat i noe is they noe i fell down.  But little did i realise that evrone noe abt dat jerk’s "feng ci" words.. I swear i didnt tell KS!! but coleeen came to me n ask to to tell a lie.. Say Actualli he didnt say all those hurtful words. I told i cant lie// But i wont say anythin to KS too..

During e supper session, i told mei li actualli i fall was my fault.. But that guy gt himself into trouble  but spouting nonsense.. He wouldnt hav gt into all this trouble if he jz keep his mouth shut.. Haiz.. Evrone mz rmb muz "ji kou de" K? "Luo jing xia shi" is a very immoral thing to do..

Anyway now also dono wats gg to happen.. Ah ni has tendered her resignation letter followed by coleen.. Haiz.. They r my best compLain pArtner.. I will miss them for sure..

                *Before i end my blog, i wanna express my deepest thanks to Qin n Jing. Esp Qin who gt                   so  worried dat she cried. Thanks Gal, thanks for letting me know that if 1 day i’m really               gone, i know there is still the 2 of you who will cry for me..*